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Quit or Trust God?

I crossed paths with Satan, the other day. He was dressed in his original disguise, as a six-foot long, shiny, slithering black serpent. How do I know it was Satan? He induced fear in me. Fear is not of God.

I was running with my dog, at the White Water Center on one of the many beautiful trails when this slimy thing slithered up to the path. I screamed. Though I kept running and at a faster pace, every shiny tree root looked like a slithering slimy serpent. I ran in fear and realized it. I spoke out loud to God confessing my fear then asked Him how I was supposed to run and not fear about running across another snake.

“Did that snake hurt you?” God seemed to ask.

“No, he just scared me.”

“What were you scared of?”

“That he’d bite me or my dog.”

“Did it bite you?”

“No, but the next one might.”

“Will fear protect you from getting bitten by the next snake?”

“No, only You can protect me from that.”

“Then fear not, my child.”

I had three choices at that moment. I could quit, run in fear, or trust God.

Has Satan slithered into your writing life?

When I first began writing, I didn’t tell anyone I was writing a book. What if it never got accepted? What if people made fun of me for trying to be a writer. What if I quit, then they’d know that I’d quit or maybe they’d think I was trying to be something I’m not.

All of the above did happen and I survived it all. I’ve been rejected a gazillion times, I’ve been made fun of for trying to write and I quit temporarily. But it was all inconsequential. At least I tried.

What fear paralyzes you in your writing? Others are better? You’ll never get published, nobody will read your stuff, nobody will like your stuff? Friends, none of that is from God!

You have three choices. You can quit, write in fear, or trust God.

I read this recently, though I’m not sure where it came from:

“If God showed you all He had planned for you, it would boggle your mind. If you could see the doors that would open, the opportunities that will cross your path, and the people who will show up, you would be so amazed, excited and passionate, it would be easy to set your mind toward victory.

That is what faith is about. You’ve got to believe it before you see it. God’s favor is surrounding you like a shield. Every set back is set up for a comeback. Every bad break, every disappointment, every person who does you wrong is part of the plan to get you where you’re supposed to be.”

Are you gonna fear this? Or believe it?

You have three choices, but I’m here to say, Satan wins in two of those choices. Trust God. Keep the faith and keep writing! Don’t quit. Rebuke Satan. Resist that slimy devil. Rebuke the fear. Don’t stop! Give it another day, take a break, commit to the calling. Trust in God’s timing. You can do it! Let Him plan your course. Simply be obedient as you are indeed doing! You can do it!

Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. James 4:7

By Jill Roman Lord - A Child's Craft

When Jill's Creative writing teacher in 9th grade pulled her out of class at the end of the year to give her a blank journal and told her to keep writing, she did. Jill is an award winning author of over fifteen Christian Children's books. She loves celebrating Jesus in her writing. Jill is happily married to Bill, has three kids and a Golden Retriever running buddy. Jill also is a nurse anesthetist and absolutely loves both careers!

9 replies on “Quit or Trust God?”

For someone who deals with anxiety all the time, I fight fear on a daily basis. But I have never been afraid to write. I have been afraid to tell people I have written a novel because I don’t want to sound like I’m bragging. In the past year, I have dedicated more time to writing and thought it was appropriate to mention that’s what I do. And a funny thing happened — everyone I have told smiles and congratulates me. I have had a couple friends offer to read it. I couldn’t have received that positive feedback if I hadn’t kicked my fear of sounding ridiculous and trusted that most people are kind enough to be supportive.

Yay JPC Allen – Good for you for kicking your fear to the curb! Sounds like God is truly blessing your writing endeavors! May He continue to bless you abundantlly!

Great post, Jill! I love your point that our fear of even such “dangerous” things as snakes won’t save us from being hurt by the snake. Only God can ultimately decide if we’ll be hurt or not. Fear is definitely from Satan, but too many Christians have bought Satan’s lie that some fear is good and will help us avoid danger. Thanks for pointing out that it’s not. That fear is from the devil and attacks us even with our writing. I definitely struggle with fear of writing a LOT. That and my other fears are what led me to start a blog on fighting fear! I appreciate your encouragement to trust God and not quit!

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